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Practical
Moral Philosophy for Lawyers
Imagining Failure: Readings
Karl Jaspers, Way to Wisdom 23 (New Haven: Yale University Press,
1951):
Crucial for man is his attitude toward failure: whether it
remains hidden from him and overwhelms him only objectively at
the end or whether he perceives it unobscured as the constant
limit of his existence; whether he snatches at fantastic solutions
and consolations or faces it honesty in silence before the unfathomable.
The way in which man approaches his failure determines what he
will become.
Adrienne Rich, On Lies, Secrets, and Silence: Selected Prose 1966-1978
215 (New York: Norton, 1979):
In every life there are experiences, painful and at first
disorienting, which by their very intensity throw a sudden floodlight
on the ways we have been living, the forces that control our
lives, the hypocrisies that have allowed us to collaborate with
those forces, the harsh but liberating facts we have been enjoined
from recognizing. Some people allow such illuminations only the
brevity of a flash of sheet-lighting, that throws a whole landscape
into sharp relief, after which the darkness of denial closes
in again. For others, these clarifications provide a motive and
impulse toward a more enduring lucidity, a search for greater
honesty, and for the recognition of larger issues of which our
personal suffering is a symptom, a specific example.
Harry Remde, "Close to Zero," in D. M. Dooling (ed.), A Way
of Working 49-55, at 55 (Garden City, New York: Anchor Press/Doubleday,
1979):
Despite his experience, despite the sureness that he sometimes is
able to reach and briefly hold, there is within him [the craftsman]
as he works, a hesitation, a doubt, a fear. . . .
When he fails, the failure leaves its trace in him and a clearer
perception. The trace remains for a time in his memory . . . . It
is like an inner object, a weightless burden that reminds.
He continues to have a need for failure. It is the stopping
place, the ultimate reluctance of his effort to continue. As
he works, his reluctance accumulates, his tenseness grows. He
fails--and is able to start again.
Paulo Freire, The Politics of Education: Culture, Power and Liberation
198-199 (South Hadley, Massachusetts: Bergin & Garvey, 1985):
Whether it be a raindrop (a raindrop that was about to fall
but froze, giving birth to a beautiful icicle), be it a bird
that sings, a bus that runs, a violent person on the street,
be it a sentence in the newspaper, a political speech, a lover's
rejection, be it anything, we must adopt a critical view, that
of the person who questions, who doubts, who investigates, and
who wants to illuminate the very life we live.
My suggestion is that we capture our daily alienation, the
alienation of our routine, of repeating things bureaucratically,
of doing the same thing every day at ten o'clock, for example,
because "it has to be done" and we never question why.
We should take our lives into our own hands and begin to exercise
control. We should try to stand up to, and get out from under
time.
In these complex societies we sometimes find ourselves living
very much submerged in time, without critical and dynamic appreciation
of history, as if history were flying over us, commanding and
relentlessly regulating our lives. This is a fatalism that immobilizes,
suffocates, and eventually kills us. History is nothing like
this. History has no power. As Marx has said, history does not
command us, history is made by us. History makes us while we
make it. Again, my suggestion is that we attempt to emerge from
this alienating daily routine that repeats itself. Let's try
to understand life, not necessarily as the daily repetition of
things, but as an effort to create and re-create, and as an effort
to rebel, as well. Let's take our alienation into our own hands
and ask, "Why?" "Does it have to be this way?"
I do not think so. We need to be subjects of history, even if
we cannot totally stop being objects of history. And to be subjects,
we need unquestionably to claim history critically. As active
participants and real subjects, we can make history only when
we are continually critical of our very lives.
John Welwood, "Vulnerability and Power in the Therapeutic Process,"
in John Welwood (ed.), Awakening the Heart: East/West Approaches
to Psychotherapy and the Healing Relationship 148-162, at 148-149
(Boulder, Colorado: Shambhala, 1983):
I'm sure we're all familiar with these moments when the meanings
on which we've been building our lives unexpectedly collapse.
Suddenly they lack weight and substance, no longer influencing
us or holding us up as they once did. Before, we may have been
motivated for success--making money, providing for our family,
or seeking to be loved. Now suddenly, in this moment, we wonder
why we're doing all of this, what it's all about. We may look
around in vain for some absolute, unwavering reason for it all,
some unshakable ground, yet all we see is the inexorable passing
of time and our hopeless attempts to grasp on to something solid.
At the same time, when an old structure falls away and we
don't have a new one to replace it, we usually feel a certain
inner rawness. That kind of tenderness and nakedness is one of
the most essential qualities of our humanness, one which we are
usually masking. When an outer shell or facade or mask falls
away, we get to touch what we might call our basic vulnerability.
James Hillman, Re-visioning Psychology 55-56, 57, 58, 70, 71, 75,
81, 82 (New York: Harper Colophon, 1975):
Each soul at some time or another demonstrates illusions and
depressions, overvalued ideas, manic flights and rages, anxieties,
compulsions, and perversions. Perhaps our psychopathology has
an intimate connection with our individuality, so that our fear
of being what we really are is partly because we fear the psychopathological
aspect of individuality. For we are each peculiar; we have symptoms;
we fail, and cannot see why we go wrong or even where, despite
high hopes and good intentions. We are unable to set matters
right, to understand what is taking place or be understood by
those who would try. Our minds, feelings, wills, and behaviors
deviate from normal ways. Our insights are impotent, or none
come at all. Our feelings disappear in apathy; we worry and also
don't care. Destruction seeps out of us autonomously and we cannot
redeem the broken trusts, hopes, loves.
The study of lives and the care of souls means above all a
prolonged encounter with what destroys and is destroyed, with
what is broken and hurts. . . .
* * * *
In order to approach the psychology of pathology afresh, I
am introducing the term pathologizing to mean the psyche's autonomous
ability to create illness, morbidity, disorder, abnormality,
and suffering in any aspect of its behavior and to experience
and imagine life through this deformed and afflicted perspective.
* * * *
Were we able to discover its psychological necessity, pathologizing
would no longer be wrong or right, but merely necessary, involving
purposes which we have misperceived and values which must present
themselves necessarily in a distorted form.
* * * *
To treat pathologizing as secondary and extraneous rather
than as primary and inherent, neglects the reality that pathologizing
is not a field but a fundament, a strand in all our being, woven
into every complex. It is a belonging of each thought and feeling,
and a face of each person of the psyche. To neglect the primary
validity of the soul's sickness-experience distorts our notion
of soul and our work with it.
* * * *
Pathologizing is present not only at moments of special crisis
but in the everyday lives of all of us.
* * * *
[P]athologizing supplies material out of which we build our
regular lives. Their styles, their concerns, their loves, reflect
patterns that have pathologized strands woven all through them.
The deeper we know ourselves and the other persons of our complexes,
the more we recognize how well we, too, fit into the textbook
sketches of abnormal psychology.
* * * *
We owe our symptoms an immense debt. The soul can exist without
its therapists but not without its afflictions.
* * * *
[S]ymptoms are demonstrations of the psyche, a mode of its
being and expression, part of its fantasy and its affliction.
* * * *
We each have a predilection for pathologizing. It shows in
our spontaneous fantasies. Whenever a symptom appears, or an
anxiety about our state of mind or physical welfare, it is immediately
carried by fantasy into its worst potential, into the incurable
possibility: the stiff neck becomes immediately the incipient
meningitis; the little lump, cancer; and the nightmare a presentiment
of madness, accident, or ruin. There is the feeling of something
"deeply" wrong, something "deeper" going
on that needs immediate attention. With pathologizing comes the
feeling of dark forces in the depths. . . .
Whether we bear the symptom like a hero, deserve it like a
martyr, or treat it like a doctor, we are pathologizing as well
by enacting the role of patient.
* * * *
The psyche uses complaints to speak in a magnified and misshapen language
about its depths. . . . So let us start our revision of pathologizing
by considering it a manner of telling, a way in which the psyche talks
to itself.
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